The 'structure' you have been conditioned with creates interfaces within your psychology, and becomes obsessive and self-sustaining. These interfaces require sensory input to meet 'desires'. The desires feed an illusory identity with what the "I" want.
If I don't get these, others will suffer. Either way, the input only briefly leads to satisfaction because it is ALL shallow and worthless input pouring into the Ego which is never satisfied. The void you are trying to fill is never satisfied. "They know this" The conditioning has a greater effect on us when in groups, and while our Ego is still developing at school.
This halts the natural progress of a single mind, and causes a split in the personality.
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